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[28 Jul 2006|02:57am] |
yesterday worked both jobs 10 hours...
today worked both jobs 11 hours...
i'm tired. but slightly more rich. : )
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[01 Jul 2006|01:11am] |
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just want to say quickly that i'm loving life right now... it's not the usual summer of doing nothing and feeling worthless...
i'm working a major amount and its' showing because i'm getting nice dollars for it... i have two jobs now... PIZZA MY HEART and CALIFORNIA PIZZA KITCHEN. luke said i have a monopoly on the pizza market... its' true
i really like working at pmh. it's really easy and i think kind of fun, and most the people there except for a select two are really cool. i think cpk is going to be a lot more heCKtic, but i will be making a lot more money... 8.50 instead of 7 and more tips... though i did get 40 today in tips from pmh.
i love hip hop music... and so does my good friend since kindergarded david. we are both really stoked on it and are very serious about creating our own music. i'm buying a MIDI player with some keys and drum pads and going to get a bootleg of ableton live. and david used reason. hes got a really nice turn table and a drum set... with OUR POWERS combined... we will creat captian planet that makes cool beats. SO i'm on the path to accomplish two of my three goals for the summer...
MAKE LOAD OF DOGH/BREAD/CHEDDER/GOOODAH/BANKASOURUSREX/TITS/MONEY - check
MAKE FAT BEATS - check... ing. [in proccess]
DO FAT WHEAT PASTES - to do
also i really want to get a show at KSCU for the summer... and i think me and david would just spin amazing hip hop records all day. which we do anyways... YES!
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[28 Jun 2006|12:33am] |
mypsace is weird.
so. why do i have one... talk to friends, see pictures, blah blah... but i have to censor myself. it's so weird. i haven't gone so far to change my language but...
fuck, i used to not care about what went down on this and loved getting all the CRAAAAAZY picuters with me in them posted up but. i can't ... people from dance, kids. i have 14 year old friends on this now... THAT IS WEIRD!
kids that young shouldn't even be allowed on the INTERNET.
this is a conversation i've been having with a lot of people lately. i think that technology is ruining childhood. 14 year olds with their cell phones and myspaces no longer care about WHATEVER THE FUCK THEY USED TO CARE ABOUT [i tried to think of what they used to care about, but i'm not exactly a girl] and instead care WAY TOO MUCH about their image!
everyone in this word is too focused on image.
nobody cares what you are anymore... its what you look like. fuck that. fuck myspace. THIS IS WHY i pee on it, and am generally against it.
sure its fun taking the occasional picture to capture a fun moment. but people are ruled by it now. IE this weekend i listed to this kid plead that his buddy take a video of him on his camara. or that he take just one more picture.
WHY MUST WE PREPARE TO LOOK BACK IN THE FUTURE INSTEAD OF LIVING IN THE NOW!
does anybody got my back on this?
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[22 Jun 2006|02:28am] |
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so tonight was dress rehearsal, it went fine. kind of surreal that it's here already... BUT THAT WASNT THE INTERSTING PART OF THE NIGHT
i had THE most awkward dinner. THE. started off...
i just deleted all that i wrote. yeah. oh well. moral of story is i hate caitlyn when shes drunk but don't hate caitlyn and wish she would just treat me like a normal person. and that i love sierra TO DEEEEEEEEATh. i love luke to life. and ryder is cool. haha... his friend aiden seems like a really cool guy too. he's in a student ballet company in SF and i talked to him about it for a bit.
Discussion with aiden brought back old thoughts... sometimes i dont think that i am getting the best training that i could be at CSULB. don't get me wrong the dance program is amazing and i love the people there. but sometimes i really feel like i should be doing something a lot more concentrated. like a student company or a conservatory or some shit. but in talking to him i realized that i should feel that way if i'm trying to get into a ballet company WHICH IM NOT. no way. well, i shouldn't say no way i just feel like i'm too late starting to ever get there, plus it's just not what i want to do. He was telling me about some really amazing hip hop "companies", basically just pro hip hop groups that just go on tour and shit. THAT is something i'm am completely interested in. but i really don't feel like i'm up to par with the best when it comes to hip hop. i need more of it. i've only taken hip hop from MSD and i wouldn't really call that hip hop... it's more like cheer stuff... or just really reallly old school. the style these days is so fucking different and i need to be doing it. which is why i really hope to get into PAC MODERN which is an AMAZING hip hop goup at school. i would grow so much.
i can't really see myself being in a modern company so that leaves.......
BROADWAY - i should start singing a lot more, but there are a lot more all dancing shows around
HIP HOP COMPANY - i need to get into PAC
TAP SHINDIG - do they have tap companies?... i'm sure... maybe you'll see me in TAP DOGS hhee
BACK UP DANCER - childhood dream, just need to be at the right audition at the right time
i just want to be able to survive off of dancing ... well performing, i like teaching and all but i'll save that till i can't perform anymore. i dont' want to get stuck though... i dont' know i REALLY RELALY RELALY want to tour... travel... get paid a salary and per day
i'm really interested where my life will be in 5 years. hopefully not dead.
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[21 Jun 2006|03:09pm] |
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amazed by luke being able to keep his up for a million years... i have been resurrrrrrected... i'm not even going to look up how to spell that. usually i would go to dictionary dot com or some shit, but i don't give a fuck. plus half the time i think i spell shit wrong it's right. all right not half. all right never i'm a terrible speller.
COME TO DANCE AT THE GYM... mariestinnet.com ... go there and click the DAG link top left.
i didn't even know this thing still existed. that's cool that it is still alive. go lj. now its myspace this myspace that. i used to hate lj... the fake hate... you know where i really loved it but pretended to hate it to be cool. yeah you know. now myspace has filled that void so i can openly love eljay. ahh. <-not scream, but sigh. relief. no?
anyway... i've been working like mad lately at PMH thanks to luke who hooked it up fat. and cause i'm a mad ballin' fool, and sean loves me. sexually. \\\ oops meant to hit return.
um, that's all i got for now, if anybody cares anyway, and fuck you, this is for me anyway.
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